Let me rewind my life 4 years. 4 years back, I came out of college after a BE and promised myself to pursue my love for Financial markets and joined into an Insurance Company into sales for 8k per month. That day I was not bothered who joined which soft-ware company and who got the best offer. I did not bother about the number of people who stopped talking to me as a consequence of my job profile nor did I really bother about all the girls who joined into Soft-ware as it was and may be still perceived 'SEXY' industry. Oh and finally how can I forget the ON-SITE opportunities ranging from A to Z (read America to Zimbabwe!!!).
At that time only thing important was to do what I liked, felt like a TIGER (Pantheris Tigris)
However, The last 4 years I have been working like the same tiger, doing things I liked, being with people who mattered, performing at the best level of my abilities, and as well making my own choices of living the way I wanted. So what? As a person of this behavior I belonged to a group which is quite unique and exclusive group.
Taking this behavior to the next step, I took up MBA and decided that I had to benchmark myself against the world an international experience, global in perspective (If you like such terms, god bless you!!). During MBA every one of us have gone through a phase of metamorphosis, gene-modification. Where everyday we get with the fear of another class mate securing a great job, good opportunity and finally beautiful chick (if unmarried), am I becoming a CAT??
This is what I called the great Indian CAT Fight, Am I getting domesticated by all the expectations to do well? Repay a huge student loan? To get a good job and a great salary? I see people talk on phone as if they are RAW or MI agents, printing off sheets and hiding them in suitcases which have locks!!! More over I came here with a MBA dream of getting into Finance but somehow I have applied to Projects and Jobs which are as irrelevant as Deepika - Siddharth Kiss and Kingfisher stock price performance!!!!
However, I get up everyday to fight such internal cat fights and in zeal of saving the TIGER in me, I reassure myself to focus on the big picture. There is a silver lining to all this. If securing a Finance project after rejecting many Marketing and Operations Projects is the first step of keeping the TIGER alive then the TIGER has survived in ME!!
If at anytime you feel being converted from a TIGER to a domestic CAT, Stop and think again!!! Love all the people who stood by me!!!!
" LET THE TIGER IN YOU SURVIVE!!!!"